在豆瓣潛水已久，平時只寫短評，第一篇劇評給亞修，可見他在我心中的份量。
看完沉重到有點窒息的感覺，哭不出來，然後去看了漫畫番外【光之庭】，看到辛看著亞修照片流淚的那一幕，情感突然找到了一個爆發口，轉眼已淚眼婆娑。
很難形容亞修和英二之間的情感，感覺就像辛說的“他們靈魂深處是結合在一起的”，很難說服自己亞修的離去，番外篇又把唯一的希望抹去，相信他們的故事，不，大家的故事，會一直在我心中佔一席之地吧。
最後留下這封信結尾吧
Dear Ash:
You asked me many times if you scare me. But I never felt scared of you, not even once. From the first time I met you.
Actually, I always felt that you are hurt much more than me ―― that your spirit is wounded.
I know you are much smarter than me, and bigger and stronger ― but even so,I always felt I have to protect you. What am I trying to protect you from ?
I want to protect you from fate.
To pull you out from the fate that wounded you.
You once told me about a leopard in a novel. You said that leopard must have known there was no way for him go back, but I told you, said you are not that leopard, because you can change the fate. You are not alone, with me by your side.
My soul is always with you.
